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Through the Wall

I'm not at home. I'm in a room with wood paneling on the walls. I'm supposed to be sleeping there, but I'm nervous. There are rumors about this place.

I didn't want to be here, and I'm doing this under protest. I've been pushed into it because things come after me, and "they" want to find the thing that is here.

I can't even bring myself to close my eyes. I know it's coming. I might as well just be ready.

I'm terrified of what is going to happen, but I'm also angry. I shouldn't have to do this.

My thoughts are interrupted with a line of deeper darkness opens up in the wall, and a set of claws pokes through it. I watch and listen in horror as the thing that is here pulls reality in that space open like a curtain, creating a dark hole. There is a ticking sound as it approaches. It lets out a loud, angry moan as it comes through toward me.

This one was a challenge. I couldn't just get the experience across with a gif because there was more to the fear than just the appearance of the thing in the wall (and also my drawing is nowhere near as creepy as the thing was!) I don't have much in the way of editing software, though. This was made in G.I.M.P. and windows media, with freeware sounds added from Soundbible's Royalty Free Sounds pages

I actually had the dream last week. It's taken me this long to get from an original sketch (really crappy) and jotted notes to this blog post.  

Pliable Stalker

This one is another regular character of my nightmares, but fortunately, I haven't seen it much lately. 

It's really hard to fight or get away from. Its long arms are very flexible, can get longer and skinnier, bigger or smaller, and can re-shape themselves to fit into any little crevice or hole. If I lock a door, it just reaches into the keyhole and unlocks it. If I run, it stretches and runs faster than me. It will catch up with me, run beside me, and grin like mad.



"Hello. Would you like to stay for dinner?"




If I try to fight back by physical means, I find myself wrapped up in those arms, with the fingertips becoming more solid and digging into my ribs like knives while I'm bitten around the hands, face, neck, and shoulders. 

Sometimes, the glow that shows from inside of him made those bites burn like fire.Other times, there was no heat, but that glow lit up everything around him, so I couldn't use darkness to hide. Sometimes it was as though there was blood all over him.

If I'm having a borderline lucid dream, I can escape by flying away, though the arms stretch after me. There is a limit to the length it can achieve. 

Sometimes, I get to the point of lucid where I know I can defy the laws of physics, but still don't realize I'm dreaming (weird, I know but happens to me a lot) and I can use "magic" to kill it, but even with that lucidity, anything related to fire doesn't hurt it. Instead, I fly up in the air and shout "light," and a ball of light will shoot from my hands, grow as it goes, and engulf the thing in brightness until I can't see it. There is always this ragged Godzilla kind of scream from inside the light, and then it disappears, leaving behind scorch marks and blood.

I used to dream about this thing all the time, though less frequently now, with the setting often being some unfamiliar building. Not knowing the territory made it harder to run away, and if the dream is not at least somewhat lucid, I am generally awakened by the pain of being bitten, often to find that the pain is actually real life sore muscles or joints. I suspect that this is one of the things my subconscious made up in the dream state to explain the arthritis and fibromyalgia pain I generally just ignore under waking circumstances... in which case, a demonic tormentor seems perfectly logical to me.